龍宮二丁目

A title form the book <> which I was assigned to read recently. 

in the book, this term refers to those have empty mind and don't want to do anything; like their mind and thoughts are thicky, move slowly.

and that's how I feel right now.


one week ago, my mom gave me a e-mail and said that she "expect to have some surpise." now mother's day is coming, I have to mail her a card today in order she can get that card in time but I feel lazy to do so.
 
why there are so many special holidays?And why people have to do something in those day?

for example, the birthday. 

in fact, it is you should do something to thanks your mom born you. why it tern out to be everybody, inculding your mom, has to give you present? to thanks you for being here or thanks you for being my friend? we can celebrate these on any day you talk to me, it doesn't matter when you born, when you are with me is the key point. Is it wired to give you something simply because I like you?? I willing to spend money and time for finding something for you is a way of express love, but I think of you when i see something you may like and purchuase it and give that to you is also a way to express love,right? 

I guess this thought is result from people often forget my birthday. in my memory, I only got 6 or 7 birthday persents. first one is form my brother when I was 4 years old, I guess, but I still remember what that persent is; than the second one is form my friend at 4th grade; than the third and the fourth is form my junior high classmates; then the fifth and the sixth is form friends in senior high. (or once? anyway, my red USB....T^T) 

anyway, I think the birthday is just a motivation for you to do something for whom you care, but not necessarily need to do something. 

Ok, back to Mother's Day. 

now I have think what I should wite to my mom and walk under sunshine 15 minutes to post office then spend 12 dollars to mail the card. I'm really hungry now; and I haven't read <> and I havn't study psychology neither. 

Maybe I can mail the card tomorrow. I think it is ok.